Entry 9
Posted: Sat Feb 18, 2012 11:30 am
Day 9 already! and while I have seen a lot of changes and learnt a lot of true, i realized that I will really need to go and re-do all the reading, one day at a time just like I am doing now. I fell back today, i sinned but I have already forgiven myself and I know God has forgiven me as well. I sin every day in little ways but this sin was a conscious one and so I need to re-affirm my committment to God. I have broken a lot of habits, but its clear to see this will be a lifelong battle and I am willing to do just that. I enjoyed the parable about the woman who had much sins and was grateful after Jesus had forgiven them all. If i need to go throught constant trials and temptaions for my Lord, so than I can become stronger and wiser, then I am willing to do just that. I am looking forward to the next couple of steps and will be doing them all over again once I've finished and a 3rd or 4th time if necessary. I havent been doing all the suggestions, so I hope the next time around I can be more faithful. I am most thankful for God's patience with me, usually we're the ones seeking to be patient and wait on God but I am seeking His patience and I am confident He is waiting on me and cheering me on as well.