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I must say that today I woke up happy and before 3pm, which is a great change. Also there is sunshine and I love sunny days and Sunday's- today is both! I re-read the passage from day 2 about the sower and I realize so much. In my first entry I spoke about my broken heart and my broken relationship, those are the reasons I came here. I wanted to be healed, to feel normal again. I don't know what is 'normal' anymore but I sure feel good and I haven't felt 'good' for some time now. While I still believe God is healing my heart and my relationship, I realized that he is healing me from deep within. As I read entry 3 I realized this even more. There is so much hurt locked away inside me, bad experiences that have unknowiling ruined me that there is no way I could have had a successful relationship. God is revealing those things to me and I am praying for the healing to start from deep within. I do want my relationship back but not until I get 'me' back. I am seeking God's Grace, I know he forgives but I wonder if I have yet to forgiven myself. I hope that as every new day passes, more and more will be revealed to me. I am firm believer in everything happening for a reason and God just keeps proving it. :D

It sounds like you are gaining so much insight from this study and there is a lot of change happening in the deep parts of your soul. I can identify with some of your experiences and see a little how God takes away the rickety house sometimes in order to build a stronger foundation that will enable us to 'Have life, and live it abundantly'

Oh, God is so good. Both of your posts blessed me so much today! Thank You, Holy Spirit for what You are doing and for what You will continue to do in the lives of my sisters and in all of those who are seeking Your truths. We love You, Lord Jesus.


Sis, surrendering our desires to His desires for us opens so many doors...I remember a while ago I lost everything I had worked for..everything and everyone Id placed my hopes in. I had misplaced my hope..and when the Lord met me there in that "wasteland" I thought it was, His plans were so much better..and so life-changing for me, I never want to go back. There is peace and love and surity in His plan for our lives. He created each of us for His glory. Let this truth sink deeply within your hearts. It is life. God bless you girls. He loves you so very much..so much more than what we could possibly understand. Just the tip of His love is life-giving.

In Jesus,
love momo