jornel 2 day three a step back
Posted: Wed Dec 07, 2011 3:21 pmi ignored the second second step and rushed a little too far ahead its not time for both of us yet but i am dedicated to my marriedge and this program to see it through to the end no matter how many steps i go back. i should be feeling better but i cannot unless she is happy. she doesnt deserve to lead a terrible path and if i push too hard im afraid we will both be lost. All i need the courage to ask her to take these steps with me as a team. we are still both lost and confused, I understand her pain completely and im willing to wallow in my own wrongdoing just to help us both out of this complete and utter darkness.
I am keeping you in my prayers.. take it slow and remember to take the 14 day steps one at a time. It would be great if your wife and you both could take this journey together.. the Lord can work in mysterious ways.. Never give up hope. God Loves you and your wife. 