Booleyo's Journal
Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2011 12:57 pmI decided to go through the stepping stones to help me in the process of getting back to where I need to be with the Lord.
In reading the first stepping stone, I realize that I do need healing. I have made so many mistakes in my past and I tend to dwell on those mistakes. (Not to mention that my grown children won't let me forget either.) But I know that I can't move forward until I forgive myself. I have already asked the Lord to forgive me, now I need to let it all go. This is difficult...I do well for awhile and then someone says something and I start beating myself up all over again. I need to just stand on God's Word when those "times" are upon me, pray through, worship, focus on the Lord.
It is my desire to draw near to the Lord again and for good this time. I want Him to be proud of me and I have to learn that I cannot please everyone. Thank you for listening.
In reading the first stepping stone, I realize that I do need healing. I have made so many mistakes in my past and I tend to dwell on those mistakes. (Not to mention that my grown children won't let me forget either.) But I know that I can't move forward until I forgive myself. I have already asked the Lord to forgive me, now I need to let it all go. This is difficult...I do well for awhile and then someone says something and I start beating myself up all over again. I need to just stand on God's Word when those "times" are upon me, pray through, worship, focus on the Lord.
It is my desire to draw near to the Lord again and for good this time. I want Him to be proud of me and I have to learn that I cannot please everyone. Thank you for listening.
