Steven's Counseling Day 5
Posted: Wed Jun 15, 2011 6:21 pm
Today, I felt like crap and I have not been getting enough sleep lately, I have had my anxiety flare up again and I somehow feel as if the world is spinning out of control. I feel a pull towards God, yet I still feel a pull towards the world. I have a lot of worries like when and where am I going to find a job? How am I going to pay my bills? I got fired a few months back from Wal-Mart because of my anxiety problem and I have not yet found a job and I am frustrated that I had four interviews and not one job offer. I know that Satan is fighting me more than ever, and that he does not want me to succeed. Today, I did not even want to do this today, and I nearly missed something. I know I have a lot of weeds in my garden that I need to get out, yet in some way, I don't feel worthy since I have not been to church in a while. But I know that you guys will continue to pray for me and I will get better and I will do better in my life.