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Dont know why my demons have come to the surface lately...
I hate to feel abnormal, its so unadult.
I hate to say its my little girl. That sounds so clinical...
But i guess im pretty doggone clinical. ol
I feel like : if i start crying i wont be able to stop .Or if i open this can of trash it will come so fast and so furiously out...... that i will not only scare myself, but scare others away.
i use my dry humor and joke with all of you in here and im afraid to let you see the real side of me. the hurting side... its not very pretty. anyhoo
I promised my daughter today i will do this for her and myself. So that what is left of my life can be good and happy and without pain....
So here i go.

I am glad you are here doing this. I can relate to all those feelings you have shared.

The triggering gets to the point you must deal with the memory that is causing you havoc. It is a tool to get us to tend to our gardens when we would rather go on with our day to day living while trying to pretend everything is all in order.

I can tell you for a fact there is nothing you could share that would run me off. I've shared a lot and most of the people here haven't ran away from me. So you're pretty safe to confide in us.

Everything will be alright sis. He's watching over you.

Love you

Hello quietlylistening

Annnndd .... ?? What if you DO scare some people off ?? so ?? ...

Who wants to talk to some scared people anyway ?? I mean I don't know about anyone else , but if I were scared of something , the last thing I wanna do is talk to another scared soul right ?

You are so in the right place , right where He wants you to be .

Psst ... here's a little secret ... don't tell anybody ok ??

If He wants you to be somewhere .... What are you worrying about ??

Keep up the good work , nothing but the best is to be expected on this journey .


In Christ , our Lord

One of the things that I have found in life in general, and on this site, is that people think that they are abnormal when they are anything but.

I've read a lot about how people react to hurt. And there is more than one "normal" way to react.

My point is that I seriously doubt that you are as weird as you think you are.

But even if you are - we will love you and we know that God loves you also.

As we say in Texas..."aint skeered". There is nothing you can say that will scare me off or make me not care about a Christian sis like you.

Let it all out. God brought you here for a reason so go for it. I will be praying for you always and want to give you the encouragement you need in Christ.

hey quietly, you are doing the study, right? that is what you are talking about. you will find that each day of the study, little by little things will fall off and you will learn how to replace it with good. it is amazing how it just falls into place of where you need to be at that time.

God brought you here, time for healing.
you can do it!

Thanks to all of You
Had a heck of a night last night... Fibromyalgia reared it ugliest head.
could not get enough meds in my body. Feels like my muscles are fighting to tense and im fighting to relax... Oh yes and my husband , or do we want to go there ?
this is not the time for him to be needy.
Im just so frustrated and the physical pain is straight out of Hell.
I have thoughts that i am just to old for it to even matter.Lets just get this over with..... and then i think of my children.
My girls need me in their life and would be very hurt without me.
Will be going to my dr. soon to make sure all the meds are in order, because bringing up all this new trash. Im sure im going to need all the help i can get. Again thanks for the encouragement.
Martha (quietly)

Marshmallows?

Deep breathing may help the muscles to relax. It helps many things.

And of course prayer helps everything and you have many prayers going up for you.

Hi Quietlylistening
iam sure glad your hear shareing your self with us sorry you are having a hard time, i find the more i share and write down my hurts and stuff the more free i feal inside it is hard to let people see the hurt we carry inside of us and letting people see us for who we are i know it is for me your takeing the right steps to become free from steping out and shareing with us.
Take comfort in knowing God is with you each step of the way and friends
are hear that are takeing the steps with you to love ya praying for you

Father God I lift to you Quietly as she reaches out to you Lord for comfort and divine healing and restoration....I ask that you cover her in the BLOOD from head to toe inside and out Lord Saturate her mind,body and soul...Lord I REBUKE and bind the all demonic activity that may or may not be taking place in her life, health, family and finaces...I Cancel the Spirit of Infirmity I command the fibromyalgia to leave her body relaxing every spasm and pain throughout her body...Lord TOUCH,HEAL, and RESTORE her body mind and spirit from the inside out...I speak life over her now...I speak Healing over her now...I speak restoration over her now..I speak Wholeness over her now...I speak deliverance over her now..I speak prosperity over her now...I speak Peace of mind over her now...no weapons formed against her shall prosper for GREATER is HE that is IN her than he that is in the world...and if God be for her than who can be against her? Lord you said when two or three are gathered in your name you are there in the midst of them and you said what soever we asked in your name it shall not return void but do as we have asked in your name..therefore we give you all the honour all the glory and all the praise and we thank you in advance for your divine healing over her heart mind and soul...in Jesus name I pray amen