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Lord my problem is I am impatient and quite often selfish in alot of areas of my life...I admit it Lord...I admit it...

I have anger issues there's no doubt about that...

I find it very difficult to trust after I have forgiven an offense (which I mentioned to you yesturday)

I have told a few people I hated them (when I didn't really mean it) I was just angry as I don't know what at the time....

I have lived in fear of alot of things for far too long...till this very day...I struggle with all this still...

I also struggle with that nasty lil thing called pride...

(think that is kinda part of the reason I struggle with forgiving 100%)

And, aside from blaming myself majority of the time...I also...have blamed others action as a result of my own...I have even blamed the devil at times....

Ya know, there have also been a few times I stooped as low as to seek revenge on my own...(which made matters worst and made me feel so ugly inside afterwards) I was not very proud of myself...

Well Lord ,There it is...I pulled out all my bad weeds that sprung outta the bad seeds I purchased from the devil after he presented his many evil temptations....
(Which I gave into at my own free will)
Forgive me Lord for all the above mentioned short comings when I fell outta character and grace.I repent from it all before you now sweet sweet Jesus.. I am so so sorry....

I never realized how much of an emotional hoarder I was...Until now...
That I am baring my soul before you and the world...



Lord , Like Romans 12:21 I do not want to be overcome with evil...but, I want to overcome evil with good.. amen

Xoxoxox Mary xoxoxoxo Broken Angel

mary

takes a lotta courage to admit our faults, but we certainly all have em and what would be really devastating is to not know that these are areas we need to work on. Praise be to God for opening our eyes to these things and He will give us strength to deal with em and overcome.

Stay in Him sis

God bless u

Amen wow..you really put the enemy back a step tonight by baring your soul to the Lord...whew bet that feels a ton lighter....all that you've been carrying around...now it's time to get to the REAL you...the one that God is gonna continue to mold and create....the one that shows Him within you. I can't wait to see you shine!

luv ya

I just wanted to hug you and tell you everything is going to alright.

Your bundle sounds a bit like the one I carry around. You are so normal.

Walk in grace. After all it is why the precious blood was shed on the cross. Love you!

Amen....takes alot to admit some of the things that you admitted but I am so proud of you. Pressing toward the mark ....keep on keeping on sis.
Tam

thanks Mig... thanks pine... thanks tam... thanks lizzie....I truly appreciate your love and support through all this...And, yes I do feel a weight lifted up off me like you wouldn't believe...I know every thing is a process...so step by step...day by day...I am on my way to finding the real me...the one God created me to be....And, I am determined to press forth...I am tired of giving up and giving in and getting no where...I am more than a conquerer through Christ Jesus who strengthens me..I am above and not beneath..I am the head and not the tail...I am calling those things that are not as though they were..and I thank you Lord in advance for the healing of my heart, mind and soul...God bless you my earth angel's

xxoxmary xoxoxo

Claim it, believe it, receive it! You've got it now.

luv ya