Day one
Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2010 11:33 pmHopeful, fearful, doubtful.... a myriad of emotions is what i am experiencing now. i really hope that this 14 day session will help me.... why do i need hep? here goes....
Relationships, yes thats it... i have never been very successful with relationships, no not even friendships. i have few friends and i am amazed that they stick with me
. I am very stubborn and i like having things my way and if they dont go my way i might stop being your friend and do it my way anyway. so you can see how that might be problematic but the real problem is when it comes to romantic relationships.... I demand a lot and i dont give my all in return... i dont think i have ever given my all in a relationship... i dont know how. is it possible?
i have been in a relationship with a pretty awesome Christian young man for the past two years and only God knows how or why he tolerates me... and now I feel like i want to leave and to be honest, i am not sure why. I know he loves me and cares about me but somehow i think something is missing, i still want more of him, i think we have lost the sparkle. we have had discussions (more like arguments) about it (getting back the "sparkle) on many occasions but i dont think anything has changed and now i want to leave.... Heavenly Father i need your guidance and direction, Please help me. Friends please pray for me.
Relationships, yes thats it... i have never been very successful with relationships, no not even friendships. i have few friends and i am amazed that they stick with me
. I am very stubborn and i like having things my way and if they dont go my way i might stop being your friend and do it my way anyway. so you can see how that might be problematic but the real problem is when it comes to romantic relationships.... I demand a lot and i dont give my all in return... i dont think i have ever given my all in a relationship... i dont know how. is it possible?
i have been in a relationship with a pretty awesome Christian young man for the past two years and only God knows how or why he tolerates me... and now I feel like i want to leave and to be honest, i am not sure why. I know he loves me and cares about me but somehow i think something is missing, i still want more of him, i think we have lost the sparkle. we have had discussions (more like arguments) about it (getting back the "sparkle) on many occasions but i dont think anything has changed and now i want to leave.... Heavenly Father i need your guidance and direction, Please help me. Friends please pray for me.
Put it to work for doing good.