step 1
Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2010 6:21 am
WOW!!! real eye opener. I am a very pessimistic person. I am definitely not where I thought I would be in my life. Far from it actually, but my outlook is not a positive one. I am always believing the worst of things will happen....and they do just like step one says, but sometimes when life is as complicated and restless as mine can be it's hard to look at things optimistically. I need a change within myself because no matter what I might appear on the outside I am miserable on the inside. I am raising two children on my own and I am sure when they look at me they are probably not seeing a strong person, but a very falling apart person. I used to be so full of life and happy with whatever, but not anymore. That is why I am here looking for answers...looking for God. I am coming at this with an open mind and heart. Hopefully I find peace and happiness once again...no matter what life has to throw at me.