Hi Sarrahh...its nice to meet you. I havent been in here for a lil while but wanted to welcome you to Oasis and tell ya that you are on a wonderful path to freedom in Jesus and His healing love and grace.
In reading your journal post today i was reminded of a dream the Lord gave me not too long ago...i knew it was meant for more than just me. It didnt deal so much with the weeds in our hearts and minds, but all the clutter we got goin on in our souls.....Im gonna post it here as i feel the Lord wants you to know what He wants to do within your heart of hearts..within your soul. I pray that as you read through it, the Holy Spirit will speak to you as He did to me through it....
April 14-Tuesday
There are some dreams you just never want to wake up from. I went to bed last night thinking about the Easterfest and praying for our members, the crew and all the people the Lord has brought into my life. I was speaking to a friend the other night about praying for the same things over and over....and was re-assured that this is what the Lord wants us to do.
In the dream I had that followed...a man came to the door. He said he was there to finish the job. I was a lil confused for a minute but knew somewhere deep inside that he was supposed to be there. He started in the living room. The colors he painted with were the most beautiful and vibrant colors i had ever seen. He removed all the clutter and began building things...all the things that I needed. He moved deliberately and efficiently. Every change he made was one that i would have never thought of on my own. I would have never even imagined that I would love every change he made as much as i did. As we moved from room to room, the house within expanded. He never touched the outside, but the whole house expanded. I was in awe over every change and expansion he made. He kept removing clutter as he went only to replace it with something absolutely beautiful. When he built a piece of furniture, I would say that this or that would fit there perfectly but he would place things there that would be more perfect than what I thought would be. He replaced everything with color, with beauty. Every move he made was filled with total pure love for what he was doing. Not a flaw was found in any of his work. He then built a hutch. I told him that this would be a perfect place for my angel collection. He then, in a voice so sweet, said, "any collection that you would have would have to be placed in light so that everyone can see it". Every room was filled with beauty, with vibrance, with peace, love and warmth.
As we moved from room to room, it dawned on me that what He was doing was much too much for me to pay for, so i asked Him, "how am i going to pay for all of this ?" He answered, "Don't you know? The bill was paid when you asked Me to do it."
Dont give up...this is just the beginning. Remember, what He started in you, He is going to finish. That's His promise to you...just keep seeking Jesus..hold on to His truths..surrender and as the seeds of unforgiveness come back up, decide to forgive and ask Him to help you with it. Surrender it all to Him.
Hope to get to know you some...God bless you.
In Jesus,
luv momo