day 8 the path
Posted: Tue Sep 28, 2010 8:33 pmI am pretty beat down today. Very busy at work and I just can't seem to get this new job right. No matter what I do, I can't make everyone happy...but I keep trying. 
At home there is always so much to do, but...its a nice place to be these days and I like that. I no longer wish I was somewhere else now. I thank God for that!
My stepping stone today focused on some good things. I liked reading that my problem is not me....but the enemy of my soul is the source of my problem. I just have to control my thoughts to stay focused on Godly things. I loved the verses form Paul...."What i want to do I dont do....What I do not want to do...thats what I keep doing" WOW that is soooo true! I have the hardest time when I first get up in the morning. For almost a year I woke up to a txt or call from this other man after my husband went to work ...and we txt or talk as I got ready for work. When I wake up...I soooo want to do that. I have even put my phone in the kitchen and set my alarm forward to allow less time to need to get my phone. It works most of the time. I try to spend time in prayer instead. but this morning....sigh. I HATE being so weak. The rest of the day Im so busy and I can stay forcused. Please pray I will get stronger in this area. I am clinging to the verse in my step today..romans 8:6 To be spiritually minded is life and peace. I really want the peace.
At home there is always so much to do, but...its a nice place to be these days and I like that. I no longer wish I was somewhere else now. I thank God for that!
My stepping stone today focused on some good things. I liked reading that my problem is not me....but the enemy of my soul is the source of my problem. I just have to control my thoughts to stay focused on Godly things. I loved the verses form Paul...."What i want to do I dont do....What I do not want to do...thats what I keep doing" WOW that is soooo true! I have the hardest time when I first get up in the morning. For almost a year I woke up to a txt or call from this other man after my husband went to work ...and we txt or talk as I got ready for work. When I wake up...I soooo want to do that. I have even put my phone in the kitchen and set my alarm forward to allow less time to need to get my phone. It works most of the time. I try to spend time in prayer instead. but this morning....sigh. I HATE being so weak. The rest of the day Im so busy and I can stay forcused. Please pray I will get stronger in this area. I am clinging to the verse in my step today..romans 8:6 To be spiritually minded is life and peace. I really want the peace.
He's there first thing in the morning waiting to hear from you. Not a list of needs and wants and I'm sorries. But a, "Good morning Jesus" and a smile and a desire to be in His presence.
praying for you.