Frustrated and Need Prayer
Posted: Fri May 21, 2010 1:05 pm
Please pray for me... I joined on the 17th I believe which means I should actually on Day Four of Stepping Stones... However, as with anything there is always a learning curve... and this is a very resourceful website, and learning how to navigate around in this site, where to post for CCB...
Actually, you know as I am typing this I realize how frustrated my efforts have become since the day I found this website I should be on Day Four by now but interruptions keep getting in the way... the first day my husband came home early which interrupted my studies... then the next day couldn't figure out where to post my blog... next out of town guests... and now today, unexpectedly my husband is coming home early and has told me we have a dinner function and I need to make something.... all of these things that keep happening and distracting me from my goals... then I get angry and frustrated and all the joy and peace I am experiencing is very short lived. I just want to sit and soak in the presence of Jesus... I want to be Mary and sit as my Lord's feet. I have my Christain Music going... and the Lord lead me to the "Feast Study"... I was so excited when I found it because this is exactly where I left off when I decided to take the job that I spoke of in my first blog "Day One Stepping Stones"... I even found all my study notes from 2003 on the "Feast and Celebrations"... Please pray however the Lord leads you... and thank you for letting me vent.... UGH!!! Is what I am feeling now... discouraged, frustrated & angry. Have to go make a potatoe salad now and I only have one pot so I have to boil the eggs, then do the potatoes... so many frustrations. Thank you, Lord that I have a stove and a pot. Thank you for Leading me Home... Leading the Way... Please bless this site and all the faithful people that are here to help us, encourage us and pray for us and most importantly Teaching and sharing the Truth... Set us free Lord so that we can worship you in Spirit and Truth.
Actually, you know as I am typing this I realize how frustrated my efforts have become since the day I found this website I should be on Day Four by now but interruptions keep getting in the way... the first day my husband came home early which interrupted my studies... then the next day couldn't figure out where to post my blog... next out of town guests... and now today, unexpectedly my husband is coming home early and has told me we have a dinner function and I need to make something.... all of these things that keep happening and distracting me from my goals... then I get angry and frustrated and all the joy and peace I am experiencing is very short lived. I just want to sit and soak in the presence of Jesus... I want to be Mary and sit as my Lord's feet. I have my Christain Music going... and the Lord lead me to the "Feast Study"... I was so excited when I found it because this is exactly where I left off when I decided to take the job that I spoke of in my first blog "Day One Stepping Stones"... I even found all my study notes from 2003 on the "Feast and Celebrations"... Please pray however the Lord leads you... and thank you for letting me vent.... UGH!!! Is what I am feeling now... discouraged, frustrated & angry. Have to go make a potatoe salad now and I only have one pot so I have to boil the eggs, then do the potatoes... so many frustrations. Thank you, Lord that I have a stove and a pot. Thank you for Leading me Home... Leading the Way... Please bless this site and all the faithful people that are here to help us, encourage us and pray for us and most importantly Teaching and sharing the Truth... Set us free Lord so that we can worship you in Spirit and Truth.