Day 5-What is my problem?
Posted: Mon Apr 12, 2010 8:02 pm
I have alot of problems to be completly honest.
I think we all do.
Mine are...
selfishness
doubt
fear
lack of trust
lust
insecurity/self-doubt
anger
Just to name a few of the biggest ones.
Those are my biggest problems right now that are holding me back from the healing I need, and from the relationship with God that I need.
I'm so relieved to finally understand what my problems are and why they are.
I dont have them because something is wrong with me. I'm not pyschologically messed up because of my past or anything like that. I only have these issues because I allowed satan to give them to me.
I found a comfort in feeling these, I was used to them and I knew them very well.
This hope, happiness, and relief...not so much.
It a bit foreign to me and that scares me a little bit, but I love every bit of it and I want more.
Thank you God for opening my eyes to the manipulation of satan.
Thank you for showing me that there is nothing wrong with me and I am not causing these issues in my life I am only allowing them.
Lord, thank you for giving me the strength to turn away from them and leave that at your feet.
Amen.
I think we all do.
Mine are...
selfishness
doubt
fear
lack of trust
lust
insecurity/self-doubt
anger
Just to name a few of the biggest ones.
Those are my biggest problems right now that are holding me back from the healing I need, and from the relationship with God that I need.
I'm so relieved to finally understand what my problems are and why they are.
I dont have them because something is wrong with me. I'm not pyschologically messed up because of my past or anything like that. I only have these issues because I allowed satan to give them to me.
I found a comfort in feeling these, I was used to them and I knew them very well.
This hope, happiness, and relief...not so much.
It a bit foreign to me and that scares me a little bit, but I love every bit of it and I want more.
Thank you God for opening my eyes to the manipulation of satan.
Thank you for showing me that there is nothing wrong with me and I am not causing these issues in my life I am only allowing them.
Lord, thank you for giving me the strength to turn away from them and leave that at your feet.
Amen.