day 10
Posted: Thu Apr 08, 2010 6:52 pm
Today was a struggle for me. i can feel the devil trying to interfer with what i am doing. i pushed through and made it here.
Even though i was to tired to get on here i still did so. I know that if i slip and let him have his way i will fail once again.
I have had many things trying to keep me down today. I live with my mohter who drinks way to much and it is hard for me to be around her with all her negativity and then i have the devil trying to plant seeds of doubt in my mind about my relationship. somedays it all to hard to keep the faith. i keep doing it so that i can be closer to God and be the person He wants me to be.
Even though i was to tired to get on here i still did so. I know that if i slip and let him have his way i will fail once again.
I have had many things trying to keep me down today. I live with my mohter who drinks way to much and it is hard for me to be around her with all her negativity and then i have the devil trying to plant seeds of doubt in my mind about my relationship. somedays it all to hard to keep the faith. i keep doing it so that i can be closer to God and be the person He wants me to be.