Day ?/ Post 14
Posted: Fri Feb 05, 2010 12:54 pmIt's been a very long time since my last post. I just couldn't get to the last step and then vanish. But, well, I did. I haven't given up..it's just that it's very hard to past the time and actually have peace and be sitll. BUT, that's what the Lord has called on us as Christians to do. Just have peace and be still. I don't know if anyone still remembers me and my situations...but if you do or don't, I'm not going to go through it all again. I just needed to at least post the day 14 post. I read the stone 14 sometime ago, but I just didn't post.
Well, the Lord has always told me to have peace and be still. I can't kill myself worrying about things that I just can't help at this time. You know, it's so funny. I'm being to attacked each day by the spirits of depression, debt, worry, doubt, and fear. But you know, when I really look at it, our country is trillions of dollars in debt! So what does that mean for little ole me? I can't bare that load. If our country can't, and we're suppose to be the riches county in the world, then what does that mean for me? I can only do what I can and the rest is up to God. I wanted to try and earn more, I want to work beacaus I need things, I'd love to pay my debts, but I really can't.
If this was the last day of my life, none of this stuff would matter any ways. I came into the world with nothing, and I will leave here with nothing ACCEPT my relationship with God Almighty and his son Jesus and the Holy Spirt! That's the only thing that really matters. So in all, I have to learn to live life as if it was my last day on earth and do what really matters. And that's to keep my relationship with God and tell others about Jesus. I have to be thankfull for the things that I do have because truthfully, there are others who are having times that I can't even imagin. I only ask that for those who read this post, who remember my situations, or if you don't know my situation, always seek the kingdom of God and His rightousness, run to God Almighty when times get hard, love Jesus and try and live for Him the best way you can. Pray for me as I will pray for you and your needs. God bless you all and I will be back.
Well, the Lord has always told me to have peace and be still. I can't kill myself worrying about things that I just can't help at this time. You know, it's so funny. I'm being to attacked each day by the spirits of depression, debt, worry, doubt, and fear. But you know, when I really look at it, our country is trillions of dollars in debt! So what does that mean for little ole me? I can't bare that load. If our country can't, and we're suppose to be the riches county in the world, then what does that mean for me? I can only do what I can and the rest is up to God. I wanted to try and earn more, I want to work beacaus I need things, I'd love to pay my debts, but I really can't.
If this was the last day of my life, none of this stuff would matter any ways. I came into the world with nothing, and I will leave here with nothing ACCEPT my relationship with God Almighty and his son Jesus and the Holy Spirt! That's the only thing that really matters. So in all, I have to learn to live life as if it was my last day on earth and do what really matters. And that's to keep my relationship with God and tell others about Jesus. I have to be thankfull for the things that I do have because truthfully, there are others who are having times that I can't even imagin. I only ask that for those who read this post, who remember my situations, or if you don't know my situation, always seek the kingdom of God and His rightousness, run to God Almighty when times get hard, love Jesus and try and live for Him the best way you can. Pray for me as I will pray for you and your needs. God bless you all and I will be back.
It never ceases to amaze me , to watch someone getting to step 14 , and comparing it to day 1 , its like night and day .
