Day 6 Get it Together
Posted: Fri Dec 11, 2009 11:16 pm
Okay I'm feeling good. I was not the most productive with my day. But I am feeling very motivated after reading day 6. It seems like every step meets me right where I am. Today I was struggling with being responsible and doing my work. I could have been finished with school years ago and I'm actually pretty smart, my average has always been in the 3.0 or higher range. What messes me up is me. I always procrastinae or go into an i don't care mode. I'm so scared. I really don't want to do that this time So today I kinda didn't do anything I was supposed to. But I purposed in my heart that I would finish the next step. Wow! The next step was all about order and resonsibility.
This line really stuck out to me.
"Organization brings peace to our lives."
I needed to hear that. Reminds me of the scripture that says God is not the author of confusion.Sometimes I let my mind and my life just go down into a state of clutter. Then I can't do anything! But The Holy Spirit and I are gonna get this mess under control.
Please pray for me that I do well on my finals this week. I finally got accepted into a lovely christian school and I would hate to not be able to come back next sememster because of my grades. I don't know why but sometimes I just procrastinate and procrastinate and mess myself up. Then I end up calling myself a looser and I'm afraid to try again. It took a lot to get me here emotionally, finacially but by God's grace I am going to finish because I feel that this is where he wants me to be.
Thank you all
This line really stuck out to me.
"Organization brings peace to our lives."
I needed to hear that. Reminds me of the scripture that says God is not the author of confusion.Sometimes I let my mind and my life just go down into a state of clutter. Then I can't do anything! But The Holy Spirit and I are gonna get this mess under control.
Please pray for me that I do well on my finals this week. I finally got accepted into a lovely christian school and I would hate to not be able to come back next sememster because of my grades. I don't know why but sometimes I just procrastinate and procrastinate and mess myself up. Then I end up calling myself a looser and I'm afraid to try again. It took a lot to get me here emotionally, finacially but by God's grace I am going to finish because I feel that this is where he wants me to be.
Thank you all