journal day 5
Posted: Wed Oct 07, 2009 8:18 pm
Stepping stone#5 This one has me thinking more because anger has always been another one of my many problems. To be honest, I don't know what to wright about.
Finding the root of my problem to me would have to be that when I was a young adult I drop out of high school and never made anything of myself. I job hopped alot(you could do that then) and partied more. As I grew up most of the people I hung out with were buying there own house, driving nice cars, and had other things that I wanted. Today I still look at what people have and I want it. ( that would be breaking commandment #10) I guess I have been angry with myself because of my failures in life and I let that come out in anger. I don't know how much of this gos along with todays step but as I wright this I realized that I have some repenting to do because of breaking the tenth commandment. Time to stop feeling sorry for myself and start being glad for what I do have. There are people out there with way less. Lord please bless those who are less fortunenut then I.
Finding the root of my problem to me would have to be that when I was a young adult I drop out of high school and never made anything of myself. I job hopped alot(you could do that then) and partied more. As I grew up most of the people I hung out with were buying there own house, driving nice cars, and had other things that I wanted. Today I still look at what people have and I want it. ( that would be breaking commandment #10) I guess I have been angry with myself because of my failures in life and I let that come out in anger. I don't know how much of this gos along with todays step but as I wright this I realized that I have some repenting to do because of breaking the tenth commandment. Time to stop feeling sorry for myself and start being glad for what I do have. There are people out there with way less. Lord please bless those who are less fortunenut then I.