Day 10 of 14
Posted: Wed May 27, 2009 9:13 amHi Everyone! I have recieved a couple messages checking on how I am doing. I want you all to know I am doing much much better. Although, I know I still have a climb ahead of me. I have been doing the stepping stones 10 and 11. I have just been really busy.
My husband was in town for our daughter's communion. We all had a really good time. We talked about the futures of both of us. We enjoyed eachothers company for the most part. I have prayed for God to give me some sign to let me know if this relationship is supposed to be. In my gut and in my heart even when i pray i get this feeling its not over.
Well anyways....My husband and I attended a party together to celebrate our daughters communion. A woman came up and started talking to my husband about why woman were brought here. Explained to him that he is supposed to be the spiritual leader. I am to be the follower but not the one doing everything to make things work. He should count on me and love me no matter what. We have to count on eachother. I just thought it was ironic how this woman who i dont know came and talked to us.
I am still working on clearing my weeds and continuing to pray for God's Will to be done. I an working on praying and listening. I have become aware when i pray its for what God wants but i dont take the time to listen after i pray.
My husband was in town for our daughter's communion. We all had a really good time. We talked about the futures of both of us. We enjoyed eachothers company for the most part. I have prayed for God to give me some sign to let me know if this relationship is supposed to be. In my gut and in my heart even when i pray i get this feeling its not over.
Well anyways....My husband and I attended a party together to celebrate our daughters communion. A woman came up and started talking to my husband about why woman were brought here. Explained to him that he is supposed to be the spiritual leader. I am to be the follower but not the one doing everything to make things work. He should count on me and love me no matter what. We have to count on eachother. I just thought it was ironic how this woman who i dont know came and talked to us.
I am still working on clearing my weeds and continuing to pray for God's Will to be done. I an working on praying and listening. I have become aware when i pray its for what God wants but i dont take the time to listen after i pray.