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Posted: Tue Jan 20, 2009 1:03 pm
I'm stuck in bit of a snag t'day. Hope someone will settle an argument I found myself having w/vahn after goin thru stp. 9 (oh dont worry--- I"m winning !!) which is exactly why I'm enquiering a 2nd opinion .
I'm a bit of an artist/woodchuck , work w/digital arts producing posters , T-shirt designs , stickers and so on, also "carvings" in wood, making wall/desk plaques, crosses & other decorative items in wood . now I'm not saying all this to "shrink my hat" so 2 speak , or anything of the sort, If anything that's where my snag is .
Y'see , @ the time when I was still "young" in Christ , ( I hope this wont end up being a prelude to a book) not that I'd grown much till I got to OASIS (always bin a boys 'R' us kid) but any way, reading, learing, & inhaling as much as I could of the Word, came to realize that God is not out there somehere wanting to come in but rather He' inside wanting to come out, Ezekiel 36:26
A new heart also will I give you, and a new spirit will I put WITHIN you: and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh, and I will give you an heart of flesh. And I will put my Spirit WITHIN you, and CAUSE you to WALK in my statutes, and ye shall keep my judgments, and DO them.
Now, considering the fact that GOD IS LOVE , and love needs to be expressed in order for it to be effective, (which I think is a major factor in self condemnation - -the inability to express Love/GOD) but that's a diff. issue, but nevertheless , to overcome that inability, I set out to tackle it by expressing it with what I had then, producing posters , carvings and whatnot (as by the way what 9 sugg. 2 do). All went so well that I was making a living out of it-- opened a gallery/gifts&shirts shop, and so on.
Somewhere along my journey thru the Bible, I came across such words as Idolatry, and items made by hands, of wood and so on , which made me go Hmmmm. So thinking, not only I had bin relying on such things , but also causing other people to do likewise ! So I gave the whole idea up , cleared the shop of all such items , and just stuck to mt WWJD bracelet, which I still wear to this day and nothing else. (the 1st time I read WWJD I thought it stood 4 who was jack daniels) taught I'd thro that just 4 ha's to keep it on the light side.
Now here's my snag. (in case u havn't guessed it yet) step 9 is telling me to SUROUND myself in such items that I thought were contrary to what I was doing, Hey dont tell this to my sponsor OK ? He'll probably go " Here u go thinkin again vahn !) I dont know I can go on 4ever w/ this but , leting it out might help a little. I mean after-all it's beginning to make me dissapointed in giving up what I like to do best. have to go now , I think my microwave is backing up , it's beeping !
I'm a bit of an artist/woodchuck , work w/digital arts producing posters , T-shirt designs , stickers and so on, also "carvings" in wood, making wall/desk plaques, crosses & other decorative items in wood . now I'm not saying all this to "shrink my hat" so 2 speak , or anything of the sort, If anything that's where my snag is .
Y'see , @ the time when I was still "young" in Christ , ( I hope this wont end up being a prelude to a book) not that I'd grown much till I got to OASIS (always bin a boys 'R' us kid) but any way, reading, learing, & inhaling as much as I could of the Word, came to realize that God is not out there somehere wanting to come in but rather He' inside wanting to come out, Ezekiel 36:26
A new heart also will I give you, and a new spirit will I put WITHIN you: and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh, and I will give you an heart of flesh. And I will put my Spirit WITHIN you, and CAUSE you to WALK in my statutes, and ye shall keep my judgments, and DO them.
Now, considering the fact that GOD IS LOVE , and love needs to be expressed in order for it to be effective, (which I think is a major factor in self condemnation - -the inability to express Love/GOD) but that's a diff. issue, but nevertheless , to overcome that inability, I set out to tackle it by expressing it with what I had then, producing posters , carvings and whatnot (as by the way what 9 sugg. 2 do). All went so well that I was making a living out of it-- opened a gallery/gifts&shirts shop, and so on.
Somewhere along my journey thru the Bible, I came across such words as Idolatry, and items made by hands, of wood and so on , which made me go Hmmmm. So thinking, not only I had bin relying on such things , but also causing other people to do likewise ! So I gave the whole idea up , cleared the shop of all such items , and just stuck to mt WWJD bracelet, which I still wear to this day and nothing else. (the 1st time I read WWJD I thought it stood 4 who was jack daniels) taught I'd thro that just 4 ha's to keep it on the light side.
Now here's my snag. (in case u havn't guessed it yet) step 9 is telling me to SUROUND myself in such items that I thought were contrary to what I was doing, Hey dont tell this to my sponsor OK ? He'll probably go " Here u go thinkin again vahn !) I dont know I can go on 4ever w/ this but , leting it out might help a little. I mean after-all it's beginning to make me dissapointed in giving up what I like to do best. have to go now , I think my microwave is backing up , it's beeping !