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Posted: Wed Jan 14, 2009 6:05 pm
AHA !!! Finally made it to both st. 4 & this page also , speaking of the latter (some technical mumbo-jumbo, thru no one's fault of course ) but something for me to let out nevertheless, ( isn't that what our Big Brother kept saying ? tell , tell , tell , well I'm telling , faith w/o words is dead right? Oh, He said works, not words !!! ----- Buuut , thats where I am right NOW , in a much better mood than I was in in the past 4 hours (was having to deal w/ some computer glitch trying to log in , thnx 4 Phantom's emense patience to stay w me thru the whole ordeal I'm HERE !!!! (does any body by any chance happen to where he gets all that patience from? or is it a secret thing that has to do w 14 steps, I mean if it is , it's working, I'm slowwwly developing that) All right All right some of you are probably going GET ON W IT VAHN !!! 4th STEP HOW ABOUT TALKING ABOUT 4th STEP !!!! Well , I'll TELL ya . I had absolutely no Idea about it b4 I read it, & after reading it , I still have absolutely no Idea , but one thing I Do know , It worked ! How do I know it did ? The fact that someone asked me earlier of how I was doing, my answer was Better than yesterday but worse than tommorow, (this being the response after the "glitch" frustration) it even caught me off-guard ! he asked "how can u know ur worse than t'morrow when it's not here yet ? 'said everyday now I'd bin feeling better & bttr since I got into this Gardening biz . Says sooo gardening huh ?!?! 'sd Yep I"m planting roses in the desert. says roses ! -- in the desert -- when was the last time u talked to ur sponsor? I told him listen, this is how it goes, I put the bulb in the sand and God does the rest yes its impossible for us but not for Him , here's the trick, after u pull out all the weeds & thorns that's blocking the sunlight of the spirit to shine thru to your heart u'll find urself in a barren desert (no more weeds) so not liking the emptiness that follows , u take a rose bud & put it in the ground, you must die before you live again , my friend said Vahn u really should talk to ur spons man, I'm worried about u ! All skepticism vanished from his face when I SHOWED him the Rose by saying I"M WORSE THAN TOMORROW !!! (okeyy it's supposed to b a journal vahn --not a book)