questining my faith
Posted: Sun Jan 11, 2009 6:49 pm
Hi my name is vahn, first & foremost my thanx go to God that led me to this page thru His channells Childscry & Lizzie, "been trying 4 the past month actually, to find out what was it missing in my spiritual walk, but after looking all over net- mags- E-mails and all I just got more and more confused than I started with. but finally here I am. see I was reintroduced to God via 12th step prog (alcoholic) w/10 yrs sober and He did for me what I could not do for myself, gave me more than I asked and expected and then some. seeing that miracle, I wanted more, and started reading everything I could get my hands on, have 4 different versions of the bible , my bookshelf is from floor to ceiling wallto wall now. BUT, lately (faced w/ all kinds of life turmoils) 'tho my prayer life has become every 2 mins now & @ the same time my faith is becomming weaker & weaker. it seems everything I'm reading now, everybody's too buisy trying to prove the other wrong rather than writing what's right now try to add that to the already existing confusion, was about to thro in the towel on all that literary & cyber mumbo jumbo when "something" said "try this button" so I did and here I am 4 DAYS later