Christianity Oasis Forum

[bgg]

When I was reading day 2 in the 14 day counseling I realized that most of the negative things in my life come from me. I am so quick to blame myself for everything wrong. For me to even admit that I was having a problem was a BIG Step. My co-workers saw I had a problem but I wasn't ready to admit I did. I think I liked the attention that people gave me but it was the wrong kind of attention. They felt sorry for me. They wanted me to get outside help. Something that I wasn't comfortable with. So glad I found this. I realized I needed help when I was really thinking about suicide more and more and still do even cutting my wrist a couple of time. I know that I have to give my anger over to God and let him have all my bitterness toward my parents. It is so hard to do. I think I have let satan control my fears and anger for to long. I know I have a long road to travel, but with everyone prayers and support I may make it. Correction I will make it. Because like I said before I won't survive. The Lord has a lot of work to do in me and I hope that I can get out of his way and let him. but trying not to.

[jimf]

bgg, I'm so glad that you have "restarted" this Healing Path. Stay faithful, something incredible is coming your way. This "Path" offers more than "answers" to lifes problems, IT GUIDES YOU INTO A REAL AND LIVING RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD.( a very special and close friendship ). I hope that I'm not letting the "cat out of the bag", but I want to stress it again, BE FAITHFUL, SOMETHING INCREDIBLE IS COMING YOUR WAY. One thing I know, in my life I dont search for "answers" anymore, I do what it takes to keep my "frienship" with my God and Savior the most important thing in my life. I find that He gives me more than answers, He gives me Truth (the path will show you what truth is). And TRUTH is amazing. A word of Truth for you, Rom 8:26-28 And the Holy Spirit helps us in our weakness. For example, we don’t know what God wants us to pray for. But the Holy Spirit prays for us with groanings that cannot be expressed in words. And the Father who knows all hearts knows what the Spirit is saying, for the Spirit pleads for us believers in harmony with God’s own will. And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them. Jimf

[realtmg]

bbg,
Ii cannot add what jim stated.
He is correct.
I too am glad you are back to st.art this over.
It's such a blessing.

GBU and do this for you.
God will reveal.

Real