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[Chasingcars4life]

I can admit that I once doubted that this FREE counseling program would not work but that doubt and fear I have ejected. I have full faith in the Grace of God that this program will work and is working through me.

I want to list a few things that I want to eject from me... And speak the TRUTH of it.

I held resentments that my actions are in result of my past life with my father. The TRUTH in that is that all my actions have been placed there by Satan himself and finished with my own doing... and the The TRUTH is that I am ejecting them from my life and forgiving my self...as I forgive my father for his past actions.

I have a brother that has not spoken to me in 2 years... because his girlfriend and I do not get along. I was very abrupt with her and my words were cruel to her as I confronted her about her posting a situation about me, and how she could never do this to her kids as I was doing to my son...on Facebook. I lashed out on her and couldnt believe that she would blast my life on Facebook for all my family to read. I did not like her, and thought the worst of her. In result my brother has not spoken with me, he had a baby girl 2 years ago that I have met once, when she was 6 months old maybe.

The TRUTH in that is...
If I were not doing such horrible things to my family then she wouldn't have had any reason to post what she did about me on Facebook. And if I was so worried about my family reading the TRUTH then I shouldn't have been living such a way.

I want to EJECT the bad thoughts I have ever had about my brothers girlfriend... and FORGIVE!

Sometimes here and there I will have a thought about drugs and the life that I was living while doing drugs. I want to EJECT those thoughts. The TRUTH is The Grace of God!

I have doubt most days that my husband is gone forever, and that my chances to my family becoming one again is gone.
But the TRUTH is God hates divorce and Miracles do happen with the Grace of God.
I want to EJECT that doubt from my soul!! He made a promise and he intends to keep it...if we walk with him.

The TRUTH is I am LOST with out you My Lord, Jesus Christ!

AMEN!!!!!!