Hello Im new here !
Posted: Thu Jul 26, 2012 1:29 pm
Hi I am a christian from England. Ive not had a typical life and there challenges i need to still over come. Im not here for sympathy but to speak with like minded people who also are followers of Jesus as he's my best friend. I attend two churches one where everyone is married and its a small congregation and another where everyone seems more open minded and more singles. Im sat at home tonight not wanting to face my Christian family because i feel really upset and alone right now. Im the only single one there and i struggle massively with people in my area and temptation (sometimes) and i feel like im the only one with these struggles and why would i want to talk to people who have the safety of their loved ones and no vulnerabilities they need to share as they have all the support they need. I dont know if that makes sense, just feeling negative right now. God has worked in so many ways and so many people say i inspire them and to share my testimonies but part of me is like i dont feel ive fulfilled all my healing enough to share what i want to share nor have i found my complete happiness because the loneliness is unbearable i lean on Jesus so much but i feel like my patience is failing me right now. Blessings to you all and thank you for listening xxx