Hello Mrs.D
God bless you this day. And, welcome to Christianity Oasis.
If you or a loved one is an alcoholic, I would recommend finding an AA Meeting in your area and attending those meetings, regularly. I would also suggest getting a thorough medical check-up and talk to a physician, openly and honestly, because one might need assistance when they initially stop drinking, because stopping cold can cause some serious physical side effects due to alcohol withdrawal.
There are a couple Forums on this site, where anyone with addiction can post and others will come along and offer encouragement. We also have a weekly Chat program on Thursday evenings, starting at 9 P.M. (Eastern Daylight Savings Time) called "Real Solutions" -- a time dedicated to those needing support for themselves or for those whose loved one(s) are battling addiction.
I want you to know that you are not alone, and that The Lord Jesus loves you so very much.
God bless and keep you.
In Christ Jesus' love,
Sister Mack