I am looking for the truth

I am looking for the truth
I am trying to start over With God With My Life. I am recently divorced and deep in my self I truly believed, I did not love my husband, that I robed him of his chance for happiness.
and forgiveness, faith, I am happy that he now has a mate who I hope and pray that loves him. My thoughts and emotions are all over the place . I truly pray that I am here to grow in faith to forgive myself and not fear the future by my self

