Reflections
Posted: Thu Aug 29, 2013 5:30 pm
I looked in the mirror after they left and stared at my reflection.
I gazed into my eyes and then I started to question.
Who is this person that I see?
I know it's not me but how can that be?
For decades I never looked,
cuz I didn't want see.
I thought that I was evil.
Strange? No, not if you knew.
Finally, I looked and what did i see?
A strong woman. A survivor indeed.
But I was in pieces, too many pieces.
That is what they did to me.
This survivor worked very hard.
Though jigsaw puzzles aren't my thing.
Every day when I looked in the mirror,
I saw a strong survivor and all her parts.
But then to my disbelief,
all of her parts abandoned her.
My reflection now show eyes that are dull.
They are empty, they're not mine anymore.
I keep staring hoping to find,
something familiar, wanting it to be mine.
I want to cry but I'm too numb to feel.
I'm dying inside, yet it doesn't seem real.
Maybe this is all just a dream.
When I wake will I be seen?
ty for listening
ann
I gazed into my eyes and then I started to question.
Who is this person that I see?
I know it's not me but how can that be?
For decades I never looked,
cuz I didn't want see.
I thought that I was evil.
Strange? No, not if you knew.
Finally, I looked and what did i see?
A strong woman. A survivor indeed.
But I was in pieces, too many pieces.
That is what they did to me.
This survivor worked very hard.
Though jigsaw puzzles aren't my thing.
Every day when I looked in the mirror,
I saw a strong survivor and all her parts.
But then to my disbelief,
all of her parts abandoned her.
My reflection now show eyes that are dull.
They are empty, they're not mine anymore.
I keep staring hoping to find,
something familiar, wanting it to be mine.
I want to cry but I'm too numb to feel.
I'm dying inside, yet it doesn't seem real.
Maybe this is all just a dream.
When I wake will I be seen?
ty for listening
ann