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Teddy Bear Just Listen

Teddy Bear, I have been bad again
I'm not sure what I did wrong
But maybe you know.

When I woke this morning
I stayed in my room,
I did not make no moves, no noise,
I tried to be real quiet,

I cleaned my room
then I made my bed,
I thought it looked real good,
but then He came in
yelled at me,
I missed a piece of dirt,
he hit me so hard it hurt,

He told me to hurry,
it was time for breakfast,
I spilled my drink ,
all over my shirt,

I said I was sorry,
I guess he didn't understand;
Because he yelled at me to shut my mouth,
Or I would get smacked again,

I went to clean the living room,
maybe then they would be okay,
mom and him,
and would not be mad at me

I cleaned the floor,
threw the empty beer bottles away
even the one that was half full,
it was real warm, I thought he was done,
He came in and hit and kicked me,
yelling, calling me bad names,
and mom said I should be ashamed,
I just never do anything right,

So, Teddy Bear I came to you,
to talk, Please tell me what to do,
How do I do things so wrong all the time?
I do not mean to.

At dinner time mom she left for work
we had hot dogs again,
you know how much I hate them,
He had me sit for hours,
I said I was full,
He took his fork and hit me,
told me not to talk unless spoken too,
what was I to do?

He grabbed my arm,
took me to my room,
was going to be punished once again,
for being so bad,

Teddy Bear close your eyes,
there is just some things,
you must not see,
and never know.

When he was done I got dressed again,
I grabbed you and hid in my closet,
I cried a silent tear,
I hope you understand
I did not mean to be so bad

Teddy Bear,
The outside pain will go away,
But the inside pain never heals,
I am going to hold you real tight,
and pretend that the pain is not there,

Teddy Bear, I wish you where real,
and you could hold me, in your arms,
because I just know you would never hurt me.
and do what he does to me.