A time to crawl

[logi bear]

Ecclesiastes 3:2-8
To everything there is a season, A time for every purpose under heaven:
2 A time to be born, And a time to die; A time to plant, And a time to pluck what is planted;
3 A time to kill, And a time to heal; A time to break down, And a time to build up;
4 A time to weep, And a time to laugh; A time to mourn, And a time to dance;
5 A time to cast away stones, And a time to gather stones; A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
6 A time to gain, And a time to lose; A time to keep, And a time to throw away;
7 A time to tear, And a time to sew; A time to keep silence, And a time to speak;
8 A time to love, And a time to hate; A time of war, And a time of peace.
NKJV

I have Dysautonomia, which is an Autonomic Nervous System disorder. I have found something that helps a great deal with my symptoms, a liquid, high calorie, and extremely healthy diet seems to just overall help my by body function better. Over the last couple of weeks however i have become very sick again, I went off a medication and I lost some of the progress i made with my gi problems, and i had to cut back my calories again and again and again. My body needs 4000 calories a day to function properly, but right now i am getting less than 2000... Many of my symptoms have come back, and over the last 2 days i have become so week i cannot even walk across the room by myself, i either have to have my dad help me, or i have to crawl. I am so sensitive to temperature changes and touch i cannot take a shower. Its very possible that i am going through medication withdrawal, since my Gi tract started getting worse when i started going off of a medication.. But in any case, as i was crawling back to the couch a half hour ago i was pondering how ironic it was that just a couple weeks ago i was using an exercise bike, running, doing pushups, and chin ups..... And now i am crawling. In a sense, this is an encouragement to me. It means that this is my time to crawl. But sometime soon it will be my time to walk, and run, and bike again.
Remember when it is your time to cry, there will someday again be a time to laugh. Remember when it is your time to mourn, someday it will be your time to dance. When it is your time to loose, someday there will be a time to gain. When there is a time to fight, there will be a time of peace. When it is time to destroy, there will be a time to heal. When it is time to break down, there will be a time to build up. When it is time to rend things, there will be a time to mend them. When it is time to be silent, there will be a time to speak.... There is a time for everything, and better seasons will come!

[1st Timothy 4:12]

I love this! Keep on posting! *hugs* I will pray for you!

[logi bear]

thankyou.

[ServeGod]

A Time for Salvation
A Time for healing
A Time for no more pain
A Time for no more tears
A Time for no more anxiety
A Time for no more death


Yogi your strength and courage amazes me. The day will come when you will not crawl, but the only one doing the crawling will be Satan as he gets crushed.
Isaiah 40:31 But those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength; They shall mount up with wings like eagles, They shall run and not be weary, They shall walk and not faint. (NIV)