need help!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted: Sun Apr 14, 2013 12:06 amI need help. This might be too much information but I need help to figure out what to do. I got married to my husband after 5 years. And had three kids together. We broke up plenty of times over stuff. This last time, my husband choked me. I decided to leave my kids with his mom and dad and took off so he could not kill me. While I was gone, m ids ended up being in foster care. I got the call and was told that he molested my two oldest kids. I couldn't breath and was shaking. I had thoughts of killing him but then I did not want my kids to know I was in prison. So, I tried to get back so I could get my kids but had no way to get back until the last court date. I feel so guilty because I should have known what he was doing to them. My kids have been adopted and I miss them everyday and love them. I been separated from him for 4 years now. I know God does not like divorce, but I cannot stay with my husband and I believe that God has a man for me that will love me. But I am afraid that God will not forgive me if I get a divorce. I tried to get a divorce but he refused to sign. And now I have no money to get divorce since I am a fulltime college student. And my grandma who I live with, tells me to focus on school instead of a job. Will God forgive me if I get a divorce? Does anyone have suggestions about getting the divorce?
