Dreaming of my exhusband
Posted: Wed Jun 22, 2011 11:28 pmDreming of my exhusband...........he grabs hold of my hand kisses me on the cheek tells me he loves me as we walk down
the street in an old western town my town use to be a weterntown looks like it still but it has had a face lift looking more modern now.
i was at church one Sunday recently praising and worshiping God and was fealing sad but could not understand why i asked God to reveal to me what was wrong he bought back the dream to me i had had the night before about my exhusband i started crying and praying for him to forgive him.and for him to be saved.
I think i have been dreaming of him because i have been writing the ebook and have been writing about hinm and his family and fatherinlaw and God is replacing the anger and hate with his love and tesching me to love him again with Gods love.
we were Married in June 27 1987 24 years ago wow wear does the time go and a long time to be holding in anger and hurt
not like it use to be though i wont let people talk bad about him in front of me any more i tell them iam trying to forgive him, my family was cutting me down for marrying him and always bringing me down to feal low for making a mistake i had to put my foot down if i was goingto be healed and forgive him it was hard to do i told them i would not be comeing around if they contiued to do so and i didnt come around for awhile i had to heal or sink deeper into darkness and die of unforgiveness, i chose to live.and to live in the love of God.
the street in an old western town my town use to be a weterntown looks like it still but it has had a face lift looking more modern now.
i was at church one Sunday recently praising and worshiping God and was fealing sad but could not understand why i asked God to reveal to me what was wrong he bought back the dream to me i had had the night before about my exhusband i started crying and praying for him to forgive him.and for him to be saved.
I think i have been dreaming of him because i have been writing the ebook and have been writing about hinm and his family and fatherinlaw and God is replacing the anger and hate with his love and tesching me to love him again with Gods love.
we were Married in June 27 1987 24 years ago wow wear does the time go and a long time to be holding in anger and hurt
not like it use to be though i wont let people talk bad about him in front of me any more i tell them iam trying to forgive him, my family was cutting me down for marrying him and always bringing me down to feal low for making a mistake i had to put my foot down if i was goingto be healed and forgive him it was hard to do i told them i would not be comeing around if they contiued to do so and i didnt come around for awhile i had to heal or sink deeper into darkness and die of unforgiveness, i chose to live.and to live in the love of God.
